Just hide it

Regardless before or now,when I liked some one I just hide my feeling.One of reason is I not dare to tell him another reason is I lost want one friend or next time we meet again will fell awkward. 

Right now I have a crush a person,but I never ever tell him about that.Cos I really don't want to lost this "friend".Recently I felt his bad mood,I really want to consolation him but I did't do that.

Because I always said:"we are friend",so I do not want to do something relationship beyond friend,that's why I always read his status and keep silence did't leave any comment to him.

Although he told me he did't fall in love and did't have a crush to people,

from his status I can felt he liked some one or fall in love and have a problem in the emotional.

When I know he have a problem and bad mood,I also felt sad but I really can't to anything or help him just keep silence.

And in this moment I also can't and won't let him know I liked him,I know he just treat me as his good friend.

I don't want to destroy our relationship so I just hide my feeling and just keep silence,when he want me to help him I will be duty-bound to help him (does not break the law).

Because like him so I want he always happy and happiness and don't want give he trouble,some more I don't want when we meet next time will feel awkward.
If he find a good partner I also will delighted for him,as long as he always stay in happiness.
I don't mind and don't care I hide my feeling forever.